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My favourite cat passed away, Nala. Its been a bit of a weird weekend if I’m being real.
I’ve had her for 8 years, she was a rescue from a shelter and was the shyest baby ever. i used to feed her shrimp because she loved them but she would always grab the shrimp from my hand, run under the bed to eat and come back out for more. The smallest of noises scared her, making her retreat to her safe place.
In the years I got to love her I became her safe space, she was such a Velcro cat. She liked to be held on the hip like a baby, have her cheek and belly rubbed at the same time, but most importantly she loved loved to just be ON YOU or near you. Her ears would rarely move when you called her, unless you called her all high pitch the way she was used to being called by me. (She would always come to me over other people too). idk I’m rambling but I loved her and I can’t believe she’s just gone. I regret every time I was too busy to pet or cuddle her, I just thought she’d be here forever with me.
She got me through my panic disorder, because she was just another anxious little thing, afraid of the world. god I miss her so much and I hope she’s missing me too.
Anyway here’s 5 photos my perfect beautiful little princess
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she was so special…my mom rescued her after she was abused, and while she was feisty and would absolutely let you know when she didn’t want something she was so quick to show her love and always wanted to keep us company
we lost her unexpectedly and it’s a real hit. i was only with her for two years but i felt so connected to her
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She had be put down unexpectedly due to liver failure and I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do with myself - I got her during the loneliest time in my life and she was truly the one reason I got through it - I don’t know what I’m going to do now that there won’t be a cat running to greet when I get home or wake me up in the morning - the only consolation is that I know she lived a happy life and that I prevented her from undergoing prolonged suffering
I’ll love you forever Cleo ❤️
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I just hope she’s mentally doing well.
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