one of my new year’s resolutions for 2025 was to become more evil. in the sense that i need to stop being a people pleaser. i haven’t been keeping up with this resolution but i’ve been trying to become eviler recently. i have to keep reminding myself “BE EVIL…”
when i was super burnt out a couple years ago, i lost the energy to do all of my typical people pleasing shit and thought i was fully morphing into a terrible person. tried to mitigate this by giving myself permission to be evil only on mondays and wednesdays
I’m too nice and kind for my own good. Nothing wrong with being nice and kind but it is when all you are is nice and kind especially to people not deserving of it. Fuck kill them with kindness, sometimes you just have to be downright mean.
it was actually the first track from the album i ever listened to (it was playing on the radio). i got chills and immediately went to listen to the full album. an absolutely unbeatable closing track.