It’s kinda touching… how I don’t think I know anyone else in my life who I could imagine crying to this song the way I do. I miss even my thumb being sprained against the weight of 300 male pounds of sadness in the mosh pit.
Apr 19, 2025
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like if u cry every time
singing ’i am not afraid to keep on living’ is a prayer & a spell .
when i was in first year i blew off a week of classes & hung out w/ my best friend playing halo reach every day & every day i would drive to his house blasting the black parade is dead & cry listening to famous last words especially when they get to the bridge & the whole stadium sings ‘awake & unafraid’
when they played this at the reunion show i went to i just sobbed like genuinely hysterical .. #mcrsavedmylife
Sep 1, 2024
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there’s nothing like finding a song that truly hurts you and reminds you that you're human still
Apr 23, 2024
My friend, who is a painter, asked me how I would like to be painted. He's doing portraits of all his closest friends and out of curiosity he asked me if I ever imagined what my portrait would look like. I told him I didn't know, because I honestly didn't. But I started thinking about it immediately. I told him that I wouldn't want my face to be seen fully because I feel like I hide behind my face/appearance. And that I see a lot of red. He told me that his vision of me is completely different. He said that he sees a velvet green background (green is my favorite color btw) and a lotta wispy lines, kind of like smoke from incense. He said he sees my whole face. "No hiding," in his words. He kept on telling me things that completely clash with how I see myself. Through his eyes I am so beautiful and it breaks my heart how I can't fully relate to it. My friends teach me love everyday. The more love I feel, give and receive, I mourn all the time I spent in the dark.
Anywaaaaay, I feel like this song/performance really fits the vibe? I opened it immediately after that conversation and I started bawling even harder lol. Rachel Chinouriri truly holds my heart when I feel weak. She's probably the reason I feel weak in the first place cuz honestly she does something to me every time I listen to her.
May 22, 2025
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Let it out , legend.
On friendship: have a fart contest!
On relationship: maybe they’re into that sort of thing 👀
On family: I think all families at some point smell each other’s farts and I’m sure it’s part of our primordial bond.
May 6, 2025
Apr 1, 2025
This Cy Twombly playlist was particularly good, I also find peace in some Monet playlists. This does also apply to other forms of media, such as authors and influencers, films etc. I watched the Substance and found a lot of European 2000s house music through those lists. I just finished Cookie Mueller’s Walking Through Clear Water in A Pool Painted Black (apologies if it’s not the exact title of the book, I’m not motivated to look it up at the moment) but her lists are full of Nico and The Velvet Underground.
If your favorite artists dont already have playlists, make them one yourself!
Apr 8, 2025