my spiritual friend told me that the start of the astronomical year is the right time to set new goals and intentions. i don’t even believe in these things but everything got pretty bad again so i might as well try. i haven’t felt this sad and lost and lonely in years and my wish for this season is to finally change my life for the better, to meet the right people and to keep chasing my dreams. it hasn’t been easy but i can only remain hopeful despite it all