when u feel something moving on ur skin and u look and its actually an ant and then for hours afterwards u keep noticing every small sensation and keep feeling like something is crawling on you and its nothing but u cant stop (i hate ants im sorry i tried not to hate them bc they can be cool in a science way but get them tffff out of my house)
no frrrr , a couple years ago around covid era my neighbourhood got invaded by ants couldn't leave anything sweet out otherwise they would come for it and take over ever since then ants are not for me
@TIMTAM i feel uuu. atbleast it makes sense for the ants to show up when u leave food out tho... i clean thoroughly & they still show up and i just dont know from wheree they bring out murderous intent in me 😔
how can i live in these conditions. i am in a constant state of fear and then more fear. i love the summer but not knowing whether or not im alone in my room or there is a waterbug in my vicinity is absolutely horrifying
i was so so sad at work yesterday and i guess my coworker heard it in my voice and then asked me to share the highlight of my day (but phrased it in a way that his day was so mid that he wanted to hear some good news) and i didnt rly have anything much so i said how i made myself a sandwich for lunch and i usually dont eat properly so it made me happy. and then him and my other coworker just got super excited about it and asked for all the details and even when i was like its only a veggie sandwich nothing special they hyped it up and it rly made me feel important. i still felt down for the rest of that shift bc i was in my own head but at least in that moment they really made me feel better and i was grateful for their efforts.