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there are snatches of a redeeming darkness to be found in this life. the other weekend, i was floating in a pool while being filmed (an experience that definitely advanced the trans agenda, thatās another story) and for a moment i found something that felt how i feel when im looking at the moon.
i still donāt know their name, so iām calling them space for now. think i used to call them god mostly? but they find me in voices and smiles n the way purple light reflects off the skin of my loved ones. all this plus Blackness makes me think of space as a homeā Space is the Place type beat! need to rewatch that movieā¦ but anyways iām sitting on the couch with Black people and there is future to be found in all shades <3
May 5, 2025
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you can show someone love without knowing their name yet! say hello n commit to practicing seeing n loving the people around youā compliment the choices you can see theyāve made, or sum u notice in their becoming: their glasses, the way they keep their shoulders relaxed, the generosity of their laugh! this goes extra for Black people, homeless people, n other people the state trains us to invisibilize n see as zeroes. very quickly will strangers become community once you learn and call them by their names :)
May 6, 2025
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warren at the block said i need to start journaling again so i will try here until i can get an actual journal
but i came in here to talk abt my motivation i think? or at least how i feel life has been asking of me a higher self lately, n so im trying to figure out how to build new patterns n disrupt ones that rly dont even feel like me anymoreā they feel more like theyāre part of my training? the autopilot used to be really helpful in psychically n emotionally dangerous environments but now itās like holding me back i think? iām trying to jump into cold water (metaphorically lmao) to reset my system but itās also likeā¦ bro the change is in the minuscule n accumulating! u gotta do it right now for tomorrow! i need to get back to dreamingā¦.
- 5/5/25; 19:33 CDT
in the goo :p
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hey gang might throw fragments of my psyche here sometimes! occasionally may leave shards of my body behind as well
May 5, 2025