by Simon & Garfunkel
“No matter if you're born
To play the king or pawn
For the line is thinly drawn 'tween joy and sorrow
So my fantasy becomes reality
And I must be what I must be and face tomorrow So I'll continue to continue to pretend
My life will never end
And flowers never bend with the rainfall” Up until last year I couldn‘t wait to be an old lady so that I could just remember my life instead of having to actually live it. This song helped me get over that with it’s sort of hopeful negativity. Like, my life’s going to be whatever it is and I don’t have to force it into any specific shape.
it literally depends on what state my life & mental health would be at the time **asleep by the smiths:
i’ve had enough. i’m fucking done. i’m depressed, everything that could possibly go wrong has gone wrong
i’m low energy, i‘m exhausted, i feel worthless. i feel betrayed by, not only some peers but, myself as well and probably even by God so i am accepting defeat “sing me to sleep
im tired and i want to go to bed
don’t try to wake me in the morning cus i will be glad to go
don’t feel bad for me
i want you to know
deep in the cell of my heart i will feel so glad to go there is another world
there is a better world” 😮💨 bars **little wing by jimi hendricks:
i was in a good state of mind, content with life, grateful for whatever came my way
just in a good place overall with friends & family.
maybe i have a lover
maybe i don’t
either way im chillin
i left the world happy, hopeful, & at peace so im accepting the end with that being said, i’ll either come back as a guardian angel or it’ll be my gaurdian angel speaking to me as i die/ transcend “‘it’s alright’ she says ‘it’s alright’
take anything you want from me fly on little wing” 😮💨 HEAT
Imagine this…. Airbnb with arcade games you’ve just returned from the tastiest dinner of your life and now you get to play rock band with the homies till 6 am and sleep on the floor next to your best friend.