here it is so far. listening to ur recs now. i’m not happy about needing to befriend my feelings but im doing it anyway hence the title. little by little im getting to know my sadness.
i made this playlist after my first breakup two years ago and it helped me feel it all: denial, sadness, anger, acceptance, etc… i hope it can help you move through what you’re feeling! time will tell <3
I like to make playlists that have a huge collection of songs that may be on the soundtrack of my life if someone were to make a movie about that chapter of my life. Most of them don’t get very far because I don’t have a well defined “chapter” to adhere to. This one was made around 2021-2022 when I was in a relationship that at the time I didn’t realize actually sucked, but when I listen back at this playlist, it is pretty clear how depressed I was. I like it because it has some of my favourite songs, and it gives a lot of insight to that time in my life without expressly saying anything.
I have these thrifted like true granny mumus and I swear to god when I wear them im like I am fertile and beautiful and god is within me and I understand my mother. cannot overstate how ugly these mumus are but they’re so soft and the way they sit like… ethereal.
