Embarrassing to admit bc if his current behavior but I was about 10 at the time. I finally started getting an allowance and it was one of the first things I ever bought. It had been out for a few years atp. I was so excited I had no clue what he was rapping about most of the time but I really liked the song big brother at the time
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