I get so tweaky whenever I go on a trip and can’t practice for a week which is funny because some weeks I don’t practice much at all.. it’s the fact that I don’t have a choice when I’m away I think
it‘s way easier to hyperfocus on a thing if it’s not yours! my boyfriend left his bass at my apartment and the fact that i will soon not have it anymore makes me want to play it all the time!! (this is good bc idk how to play the bass yet)
all i look forward to in a week, they dont know what it means to me. maybe they do.. they dont like the idea of me in another band which has to count for something. still working on solo stuff to satiate my muscial yearnings without compromise.
My god everything is experienced better this way. Stop looking at guides, walkthroughs, endings explained (my least favorite), even the blurbs on the back. Such a rare opportunity in this time to go into something without knowing anything about it, yet so rewarding. To be pleasantly surprised or blown away, to have no idea what’s happening, to find that you really didn’t like it, an opinion formed on your own.. nothing is more valuable
