Rec | I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE RULES, SO YOU CAN BAN ME.

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I don't care about the rules, so you can ban me.

Yesterday i tried to kill myself. I never ben into healthy relationships, and now i'm almost alone and have no money for therapy. She's gone to another person, and i can't take that. It was my weak side all my life.

@become_x

May 31, 2025

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@random-gay-nerd

I’m glad you’re still here, friend. Things are really tough right now, and I can’t pretend I haven’t felt the call of the void myself. But you have joyful moments waiting for you, outside of relationships to others. Please keep going, if only to look back one day and be able to show yourself that you were capable of continuing. I can’t open my DMs right now, but if you’re comfortable we can talk elsewhere too 💛

May 31, 2025

@become_x

@EARTHTOTHEDAYDREAMER i use Telegram for talking, but if you don't have it, we can talk anywhere else(not Truth Social i'm praying). Also, my english isn't perfect.

May 31, 2025

@random-gay-nerd

@EARTHTOTHEDAYDREAMER I have WhatsApp?

May 31, 2025

@become_x

@EARTHTOTHEDAYDREAMER +77479978280

May 31, 2025

@random-gay-nerd

@EARTHTOTHEDAYDREAMER messaged you!

May 31, 2025

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