I don’t realise how crowded it can get in my mind sometimes. I like to set up an exotic spa-like environment in my room - candles, lights and all. Lie down, gently feel all of my body - starting from my forehead all the way down to my toes. All in silence, I’ve found this to be a deeper meditation - to realise the full extent of your physical being. This is all you! Everything you’ve done in life has brought you here. It helps me empty my head, and make me more purposeful in everything I do Pic unrelated, I just wanna flood PI’s servers :p
i woke up today, checked my group chat, put on a cooking video while getting dressed, i sit down to eat while listening to loud music and a lore video about fallout 4, broswing depop while i watch tv- now i think:
where is the time for my mind? my brain needs to take a breather.
enough!!!
lately I’ve been doing chores/sitting in Ubers/hanging out alone without music or podcasts and it is nice to just stare into space and experience ur thoughts sometimes…… Can be scary! But nice too :)
This site on desktop is so cute hehe I feel so cool whenever I hop on the puter. I'm just a girl on the puter typing my little words :p Also, I love talking to people on here it makes me happy when I get comments.
I only have two friends. They are both my best friends. My best girl friend and my boyfriend. I had a good day, I feel I could cry. We all came together and made necklaces with beads. They just left. It's so beautiful, this is what I love about life. When your best friend and your man love each other too, like on a sibling level, also considering each other best friends, it is so fucking special. Us 3 against the world, I mean that so seriously lol. We all support each other through anything and share the exact same humor, why would I need more friends? I'm not necessarily opposed to it but I haven't felt a longing for more friends in so, so long.