heavily crying about ______ problem one sec and then being like “wait that’s so silly!” and then giggling while you still look like you just expelled all your body’s liquid in the form of tears. bloated eyes and all. such a mercurial yet cathartic state to be in ✨
Sometimes I just freak out and it gets a little ugly but Sinhead O’Connor once said that “it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”
Sometimes I just have to get a little crazy and angry and grieve it all and then scream and maybe even lash out a bit but fuck it I’m human. Im glad I feel it at all I guess
Then I can just go from there
The older I get the more comments I get saying I look so much like my dad. I used to hate it but now whenever I see him, I find comfort that I reflect not only his physical but also i have learned and live some of the best traits if his.