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Yapped too much at work and feeling very embarrassed very self-indulgent very like everybody must think Iām annoying so Iām instead trying to think about not thinking about it. Like I know itās in the past now it happened and I canāt unsay every fkin thing I let fly out of my mouth and instead of letting that loop endlessly in my mind I can think about how hard Iām trying not to think about it, like a little Sisyphus in my brain pushing those thoughts away and all I focus on is the pressure between his hands and the stone.
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I love listening to my coworkers šš»I can guarantee they arenāt thinking about it like you are :) <3333 itās not bad to yap !
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