- covering my windows in newspaper
- only walking outside in a fluffy robe and big slippers with messy knotted hair to grab the mail
- you only see me late at night on my back porch feeding stray cats from my hand, the porch light illuminating only my profile
- children share scary mythological tales abt me and look outside to see me minaciously shoveling the snow from my driveway, already glaring at them thru their window as if I sensed they were talking abt me