my first post in ages… sorry was so fucking depressed but i think my antidepressants are working. SO i recommend bupropion (generic Wellbutrin) the XL version cause you only have to take it once a day and I think I appreciate the small things in life again
Antidepressants have worked in the past to dig me out of acute depression, but my big monster is the anxiety. A daily beta blocker for the anxiety has helped me work on what I need to in therapy. A process still but getting somewhere.
brb spreading the propaganda that pining is intrinsically noble because im a sore loser with no patience who likes to fall in love so either way i win (option 1: omg she was so brave for yearning all this time AND IT FUCKING WORKED* or option 2: omg despite things not working out she’s literally sooooooo brave for letting the soft animal of her body love what it loves)
*me and the bad bitch i pulled by longing
