one of the homies just came out of BRAIN SURGERY and Iām grateful we still have each other and if youāre reading this you should hug a homie whenever you get the chance cause youāll move or theyāll move or youāll stop working together but right here right now is what weāve got in this kooky shitstorm of life!
Friends are the lifeline of who I am. Genuinely, I cannot begin to express how much my life has changed because of the many wonderful and amazing individuals Iāve had the pleasure of calling friends. But lately, itās been hard to conceptualize the idea that I might hold the same level of importance in other peopleās lives. There are people I consider close friends
and even a couple Iād call my best friends. And I fuck with that sappy shit, Iāll never shy away from telling a nigga how much they mean to me. But even then, there are days when I canāt shake the feeling that Iām easier to leave than I am to keep. That maybe Iāve gotten too comfortable. Or that Iāve forgotten how fleeting presence can be and how even the warmest juiciest ātrust the processā bond can vanish into silence. The thought that I could be expendable is terrifying. It makes me antsy, worried, and scared that you might not be here a year from now ultimately I just hope that one day, Iāll believe my presence is enough. And when I do I hope youāll be there to overthink about it with me Iāll always love you big dogsā¤ļø
I could spend upwards of 3 hours scrolling through this website. Iām so obsessed with finding perfumes with notes I like (at the moment my favorites are bubblegum, sea water, and incense). I like to go to Scentbar (strictly the Hollywood location) and hand them my phone and show them all the perfumes on my Fragrantica account that I want to smell. I knowwww a scentbar employee hates to see me coming
lol stupid thing to recommend but specifically for philosophy I find it very helpful to follow imbedded links and see the web of philosophical terms spread and develop as you go. philosophy is so referential at times and it helps me to see things summarized and related directly. once I find a philosophical subset Iām interested in I look at the literature concerned and delve deeper, there are so many free pdfs of philosophical texts online, bless up. you can start with what you know, āphilosophy of-ā will almost always yield something. my interest in philosophy started with modern philosophy and moved backwards in time, you might be different. honestly just get in there and have fun with it kid