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im Old now and not interested in being vulnerable on the internet anymore i just want to talk about music I think
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I was wrong about MJ Lenderman. I dismissed him at first thinking he was just ripping off David Berman. He's really good. That live version of "knockin" he does is so sick. Disco by surf curse is a good song. I don't care. I still fw Mac Demarco heavy. And I like TV GIRL too! I used to like him, then I saw him live in 2019 and wasn't impressed, but I like him again now. 2019 was the last year I cared about music. I want to care about music again. I'm tired of being 2kool4skool, none of this stuff matters. Life's too short.
What else? Astrology is real and I made a post about it last night but I deleted it because I got paranoid, but I still swallow my pride and concede that astrology is real. I'll make a second post asking about saturn return. My saturn return hit this past weekend. I'll make a second post asking about saturn return. My saturn return hit this past weekend
I'm gonna try The Artist's Way. I don't care that it's woo woo self help. I need to help myself and every single time I've talked to someone who dismisses things as "woo woo" I get the same impression I get from people who say that they don't like children and the elderly. Has anyone tried the Artist's Way? I'll make another separate post about it. BUt please feel free to talk to me here too.
May 30, 2025
I've been writing/playing/recording/releasing my own music since around 2016. Music's been one of my passions in life since I was 10, all I wanted to do was write songs and play them. I had this purple notebook throughout middle school that I would write song ideas down in, mostly lyrics that I had a tune in mind for. But as with a lot of things in my life, I felt insecure and lacked confidence in my abilities and that led me to pursue the visual arts, which is a passion I'd had since I can remember and I got a lot of praise in growing up.
I've been trying to make music for the sake of making it and not for the pipe dream of making a living off of it. To me, doing things like art and music for money is a will killer; it strips all the passion and creativity from the work and it becomes solely about money. It would be nice if some day I luck into making enough money to support myself via my art, but I don't think that's going to happen and I'm not going to play the systems available to me and sell my soul in the process. Going to art school was a bad idea. Anyway, I have been daydreaming here and there about making some instrumental work and making a portfolio, try to get composer work maybe. Don't think my style lends itself to that but you never know. It's less personal that way too, with no words.
The words are the hardest part. I don't know what to say, don't know what I should put my voice behind. I want to be honest about myself, my life, my experience since that's the only thing I would call myself an expert on. And I've been trying to build that up like a muscle, trying to get myself comfortable with writing and singing what I've written. Singing in general. Trying to improve my playing too. I'm not sure if I'll ever get to a point where I'd be playing in front of an audience night after night, that's not really something I want. I believe in the power of performance, something I've been wanting production wise is to keep it simple. Vocals and me playing whatever instrument at the same time, a live recording. I think having to perform the same song every day kills that.
I've been listening to a lot of different music to learn from it, appreciate it. This started with the blues and folk, and where the name Sam the Wayfarer comes from. A lot of folk and blues musicians have names like that- First name the something. Rambling first name, Blind first name, etc. I'm going to switch to a different name, more of a band name than my first name being involved. Not willing to do my first and last name. Not sure if I should make it its own project or just put it over top the wayfarer stuff. But it'll be more of the same.
I don't have a big sound and I like to experiment, play around, do what comes naturally. I'd love to make louder music, but I don't have the space to scream and yell and thrash just yet. I just want to be me.
Jul 10, 2024
excellent resource written by a very experienced music lawyer for artists and managers navigating record deals, publishing deals, public appearance contracts, etc. full of approachable explanations of how money flows through the industry and why certain terms are standard
Sep 28, 2024
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