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i have dreams that i am eating dinner with everyone i have ever loved. my mom is there, as beautiful as ever, proud of me for something i do not know. my dad is there, his young face and favorite baseball hat, laughing with an unspoken sense of happiness and lack of burden. no one is disappointed in me, not even god himself. all my friends are there, nobody feels like a stranger. no one tells me i look like im falling behind. my heart is full. you’re there too, wearing your blue overalls and your brown newsboy hat, looking directly at me with that smile only i know. my life is complete. i do not long for something more like love or accomplishment, and i cry from only contentment.
and only there am i not afraid of anyone leaving.
4d ago
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Dreams! I love having them and I love hearing about them. When I ask my friends what they dreamt, I get to know them more deeply. I love watching my friend’s eyes grow wide and stare within as they try to recall a dream about their mom becoming a poodle at the barbecue with corn kernels falling from the sky. No one is safe from the feral disturbing images of the subconscious. I want to connect my weird inner world with the weird inner worlds of my friends. p.s. the music video for my song, Bump, was inspired by a dream I had about a tall man with teapots for feet.
Apr 29, 2025
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Not to go too deep on the subject, however, the brain is so strong.
How can i explain to myself that whatever i experience during my dream is not real.
What i am talking about is the emotion, the warmth of being loved by someone who was just made up by my own mind, the whole story line, the whole happiness and joy i've felt during it and the emptiness that i've felt once i woke up.
Even the smallest touch felt so real ...
A feeling of missing someone that i knew for so long yet none of it was real...
Jan 11, 2025
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it’s always so weird when your real life and thoughts in the day make it into your dreams
it’s like an alternative tv show of your life with your friends and family making appearances as different characters in different scenarios
just had part of a dream where the person i like was with someone and i was damn but now ive woken up i’m like yayyy
Feb 21, 2025
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