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i've unknowingly dealt with it for most of my life but finally found a name for it about two years ago. sometimes its calming to sit with it let everything go blank at random and just look around while feeling like an alien on a new planet. other times its difficult trying to fabricate empathy towards a certain situation, being completely present in a moment, or simply talk.
3d ago
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somedays I just so hate being looked at and speaking or being spoken to, and I love my roommate to death and she seems to understand my more silent moods but on these days I can't even handle people around me
I just try to be soft with myself and I know it will pass but it's so frustrating to have my day derailed with all the dissociating
Feb 11, 2025
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Even though it hurts like hell. Even though it’s wildly inconvenient. Even though you feel stupid or embarrassed for feeling it. Even though you’ve psychoanalyzed yourself to death and traced the issue all the way back to your childhood mistreatment. The only way out is through here.
Oct 20, 2024
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why is it comforting to be sad and to live in self-dislike
while its kinda difficult and confusing to love and be loved
Dec 18, 2024
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4d ago
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i love the mindset i enter when i know a friend is coming over, my room stays so organized, i finally deep clean and dust every corner, i fold and hang up all my loose clothes, and my blinds stay open for longer letting the sun in until it sets.
it's not even that i would be embarrassed if they saw my room in its normal state i just get so excited i cant stop moving around until the day comes. it gives me something to look forward to for the week.
2d ago
my best friend for over six years, she means more to me than she will ever understand and i will ever admit. i'm in a strange, very isolated place in my life right now and she is my only friend at the moment but she's all i need and i love her.
2d ago