I recently have been going through a rough patch if sorts which made my passions dwindle dramatically. That was like a month ago and now I'm doing so much better <3 Summer is almost here and I'm so excited to get my exams out of the way. In the first time in forever I'm actually confident about doing well, and I think this year I've actually found a wonderful support system. Anyways I just hit a bump in the road, but for now everything is clear.
This summer was pretty intense mentally and physically (after already feeling burned out in May post-graduation), but I feel like I’m coming back to myself a little. 🥲 Resumed editing a YA fantasy novel draft I had finished writing in Fall 2022, started writing a contemporary romance novel draft, and hope to finish both by Christmas this year. I’m also slowly getting back into exercising and studying Chinese (anyone fluent or currently learning?). Good luck with August everyone!! 💛
- I am a talented and capable professional
- I am good at regrouping and course correcting when things don’t go as planned
- I love my friends and they love me
- I will go to the beach once more this summer
- It is ok that I am reading less than I would prefer—it will come back to me when I am less busy
- I have a normal amount of bugs in my apartment
- My cat is not mad at me
Goddd I felt so ashamed and grossed out by my own being for the majority of my life and I’m so happy to finally be able to enjoy meeeee. I’ve never felt more confident in myself I’m so grateful to feel good
I use it every. day. Lists, ideas, it’s so nice to be able to get something in my head written down super quickly so I can go back to it later and not forget (bc I WILL forget if I don’t write it down)