there are so many characters and there’s drama and plots and twists and of course a romantic interest but then sometimes a character just starts doing jumping jacks and i gotta restart the scene all over again 🙄👎🏼😔
I have for the longest time had a long ongoing story in my mind that I think about whenever I’m bored.
Waiting in the line at a grocery store? Sitting in a waiting room?
Let me think about this story with these characters in my head.
Free TV with my imagination.
I have tried writing it down several times but it just steals the magic. There can be plot holes and things that don’t make sense because nobody knows about this.
Probably a symptom of my mental illness but I quite enjoy it.
I will create endless Pinterest boards with thousands of pins creating the aesthetic of lives I wished I lived down to the napkins in the house I want. I’ll curate playlists for these lives, read Fragrantica reviews to find a perfume that would match this persona, and write short stories about what their daily life would be. With all this time I could just be building those lives irl, but alas it wouldn’t be my vice now would it.
Sent to two friends, one who got me the shirt and the other the necklace. But also I’ve been feeling down lately and I like my face in this one, *so* (my hair is clipped up, it’s actually down to my lower back, but I’m feeling more confident in myself if I ever go shorter again!)
