I think we really WAY to heavily of therapy culture to soothe our emotional ow-ies and I just wish to god more you would admit that you actually LIKE feeling bad- its all you’ve ever known (or maybe I should Just speak for myself?) EITHER WAY- you therapist is SO SICK of you bitching - she probably makes fun of you to her friends while she’s drunk! And why shouldn’t she? You haven’t changed and you don’t want to- MAYBE instead of torturing your therapist you should just get a tarot reader- HEAR ME OUT- in a therapy session all you hear is the echo chamber of your bad decisions and poorly chosen company- in a tarot reading - you can bitch about all your problems and let a deck of cards decide howTo deal with them- like in scenario 2# you leave with at least a more discernible plan of action and remember the metaphor of tarot - “life comes at you as randomly as a deck of cards
From time to time, the algorithm pulls me into a spiral of tarot readings that feed my delusions and self-destructive habits. Now I'm not the most experienced tarot reader, so it wasn't until I saw forevercherry's rec about tarot last month when I realized that my tough love cards and I have a calling: Providing second opinion readings to people stuck in a tarot loop. I mostly do them for friends now, but if I ever find the courage to monetize my skills, this is what's going on offer: One card, one dollar, one answer.
Just try it, even if you don’t believe in it, it helps you reflect on your life. We never really take the time to sit down and properly analyze our paths ahead of us. Tarot kinda forces you to ask yourself if these options ahead of you are what you truly want for yourself. Plus its so cool when the cards tell you things you don’t even believe and then they happen RIGHT ON YO FACE 😌
I didn’t start smoking until I was 34- I was on tour in Europe with my band and like, ran out of weed and started chain smoking Marlboros - it was exciting . I figured starting to smoke that late in life was ultimately a win because I needed to put the breaks on this whole life thing in the first- I think 78 is probs the most reasonable age to die at- other wise yr just gonna be stuck in a nursing home with a bunch of squares who never made life threateningly poor decisions and that doesn’t sound fun AT ALL.