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Bruh. Cbdeeeee. I am allergic to weed (SAD), and after years of moping about it, i was like..time to experiment. I have ā€œa tremendous amount of anxietyā€ ..doctor’s words, verbatim lmao. I would say I’m like one of those little crusty white dogs who shakes and whimpers at the sound of a pin dropping. I’ve been relying on cbd tinctures, herbs, potions, gloopies and gobstoppers to keep me sane. Also Effexor but that’s not really a fun thing to buy, and i love shopping. Dad Grass makes some really nice prerolls. They also have Mom Grass, and it’s always a hard decision to choose between mama and papa, so I often just buy a pack of both. Both hit! Loves it.
Dec 20, 2022

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Big fan! Lately, I’ve definitely been smoking more than usual (and more than I should), but on the whole, it helps me get going in the right amount. In the mornings/ early afternoon, I’ll get my coffee and take a hit or two, and then I’m in the perfect balance of caffeinated and high. I love to cook with thc as well. I learned how to make infused beef stock, so with that and good ole cannabutter, I have made some pretty damn good meals. This is a lot of experimentation, and sometimes the experiment knocks me on my ass, but it’s all part of the fun for me. I do notice that I will sometimes fall in a cycle of smoking because I’m anxious, then getting even more anxious/ paranoid, then smoking some more to try and balance it out (this does not work).
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I used to lovvve it. I would smoke every day for years with my friends and we would go on adventures exploring trails and fields (probably trespassed on someone's property like once a week lol whoops). If I was alone, I would smoke at home and clean or listen to music. It really was my escape, as corny as that sounds. BUT... all good things must come to an end, and unfortunately mine was about 3 years ago or so. This picture of Peter glitching is probably the best representation to how I feel now when i take a 5mg edible these days. One bad experience with a different substance occurred and ruined weed for me completely. Now, whenever I get high, or even inhale a bit too much secondhand smoke, my heart starts racing, I disassociate, and get flung into the most severe panic attack imaginable. It's like living in a nightmare for approximately 3 hours. Honestly, the worst part is explaining this to people and they reply with "you just have a low tolerance/you just need to try this strain/blah blah blah". I've tried easing myself back into it but nothing works, my brain just associates weed with danger now regardless of the strain. womp womp.
Apr 16, 2025
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unlike other people here I've had bad trips and bad highs and not been totally turned off of weed. but like all good things for me, it's incredibly specific and conditionial. mostly because I am actually, medically hypersensitive. everything I take and do is in comparatively small doses and my experience will peak at a certain dose and then nosedive from there. I started with like 25mg edibles and had a great time for a long time. eventually worked myself into reverse tolerance over the course of a bad year. not a huge deal, I just started doing it once a month again, or longer. and it really wasn't a hard transition for me. but one time when I was in my longest tolerance break I was offered half an edible and went yeah sure. umĀ it was 50mg of a strain I already didn't like. I had fun for five minutes and then for three hours I couldn't talk and vertigo was so bad I couldn't move. wanted to throw up but I couldn't move a muscle in my body. and all I could see was stars in my vision. for the first time on weed I was actually tripping too. it's the only time I've been high that I remember extremely vividly y'know. thought I was gonna die the whole time. that traumatized me for a while and even then it took me a bit to finally stop all together. weed isn't addictive but my body was begging for something and that's all I knew. but nowadays I've found alternatives for everything but pain and the high itself, mainly adrenal suppliments and even then there's aleve and shit. I didn't think there's any risk to using edibles but apparently if you're chronically ill or getting reverse tolerance a green out can get really intense and actually be dangerous. but I think the "high" and "experienced user" amounts are 1. subjective and 2. kind of wild. even a 2mg edible can get me a good time so it's best to accept and learn that trying to achieve some kind of heroic dose of weed of all things is dumb. it doesn't do anything after a certain amount I promise. I mostly take edibles for pain because I don't want to be too dissociated. or I bump with other things for the fun of it. but I prefer to do it alone and make a little ritual out of it. it doesn't feel like a "party drug" to me it feels like the only way to get my body to relax a little yk
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