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"Now that I am wiser
I find everything confusing...
“Void where prohibited”—
How shall I read it?
How shall I think it?
I want to take it as an imperative
and pee on the floor of the public library."
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at last i can use my degree 💌 Nietzsche's On the Genealogy of Morals and Beyond Good and Evil**** are interesting reads! Alternatively, in epistemology - WK Clifford, The Ethics of Belief and Rob Pasnau's Bias and Interpersonal Skepticism.
Apr 13, 2025
I’m not at all sure what this means and now I need to spend hours reading about philosophers 😭
May 20, 2024
Everything above 100% is true btw^
All things considered I think I have a pretty normal interior landscape. Songs get stuck in my head. I daydream & I fantasize & I ruminate & I contemplate. Sometimes my mind is busy, sometimes it is totally quiet. Memory is something that constantly fails me-- it's closer to propaganda than documentary to me. And the projectionist who plays the propaganda to me is this blind, deaf, volatile schizophrenic intent on making me, the rememberer, as deluded & ill informed as possible. Sometimes I'll have this strange feeling that I've received a memory from the future in a dream, even more rarely I'll get this sort of memory in the waking world. To understand what I'm talking about, click the link I've supplied.
But really, honestly, outside of that I like to daydream a lot. Today I was thinking about visiting Georgia & daydreaming about being a young Russian nobleman in the 19th century, the son of some diplomat or something, laid out in some Tblisi opium den. I'm faded as fuck & I'm staring at the rug and the ceiling & then rolling over facedown in the naked breasts of some Georgian woman. She is perfumed & her arms are fat & she pets my hair and coos-- this is incredibly disgusting to me of course.
Sometimes I think that Consciousness is a curse. Free will was given to us by God, but Knowledge of Good & Evil was something that we were tricked into taking up by the serpent (ouroboros). Not a coincidence that all great sages exhort those who seek wisdom to cease with their perception & their perception of perception & their perception of perception of perception. Meta-cognition is the flattened out ourobouros (serpent) that traps the thinker in Hell.
Feb 14, 2025
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"I look at my body as if it were a web, solely a way of asking people to touch me. My exist. I watch myself: I'm now heavy and eveely I begin to love huge curves of thighs zooming into the valleys around my belly I begin to love myself as if I'm someone else no I realize my attractiveness coldly, I basically couldn't care how I look; I can see anything in a set of shifting frameworks. I'm interested solely in getting into someone else. I find the heavy flesh sensual, as if it were permanent. I'm not sure if I think of myself as a a person."
Jan 25, 2024
Otherwise known as the BMW 2002... The nickname Germans gave to this "Whispering Bomb" of an I.C.E. automobile art object.
Jan 27, 2024