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The past few weeks I cant shake the feeling no matter what I'm doing that I'm always doing the wrong thing with my time and should be doing something else instead
Even when I plan out my day and do exactly what I planned when I said I would
How do i fix this without first discovering my one and only true life's calling
Jan 27, 2024
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Currently I am finding it rather difficult to find myself in this world and what I want to do. Being 21 and in college really puts a lot of pressure on you when your peers are entering their last year at university. I’ve never known what I want to do, i’ve never had a lifelong dream of becoming something. I never had that feeling. Out of high school I had no idea what to do with my life so i copied another persons life instead of taking my own route. I realized then this is never a good idea you should always be yourself. The issue is I don’t know myself, I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I don’t know what I want to become career wise. I have many lifelong goals and plans for my future like getting married, starting a family, and moving to a beautiful house preferably outside of lakeway it’s just the roadblock of how I’m gonna do all of that. Career and money really puts a lingering constant pressure on me and it is genuinely one of the worst feelings in the world. Seeing your peers grow up and get internships and jobs and opportunities when you have no clue whatsoever what you want to do is rough. I do believe somewhere in my mind that I will randomly find a calling or a passion and turn that into a well paying career. But for now i’m stuck.
6d ago
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i’m applying to jobs and i have constant anxiety over whether or not i’m “capable of doing it” or “making the right decision”
tonight i’ve decided there is no way to make a wrong decision because i will be gaining skills regardless!
and if i hate it, i stick it out for a year and then change again!
it’s that simple
Feb 21, 2024
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I am constantly having an existential crisis and I don't know what to make of it. I've realized that all I want in life is to find my purpose here and do something that leaves an impact. To do that I've realized that I've got to detach myself from things and people important to me
Jan 10, 2025
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I don’t like posting anymore because on Twitter i get mostly comments from unhinged right wingers and on Instagram from hs and college friends who think im weird
But on the perfectly imperfect app? Who knows
Jan 27, 2024
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We need to mostly return to medieval times, just the general vibes and rhythm And je ne sans quoi of how things were back then.
Jan 28, 2024
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One day i will create a breathtaking artwork that will tell the story of my life in a way which retroactively makes every cringe thing I ever did non-cringe in a way by redeeming it through some transformative narrative structure. then i will finally be safe to expose the truth of my journey to the world
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