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because It was exhausting and contemplative and a blackout and I wish I remembered what I saw but I felt what I heard and I whispered I’m sorry to nobody because forgiveness would’ve found me anyway
Rip to the nonchalanter I used to be. that uber ride home killed you
Jan 29, 2024
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I caught a cold earlier this week and decided to ignore its subtle, yet deleterious and lingering effects on my body. On the fourth day (yesterday), after high-intensity training and taking two capsules of psilocybin, I decided to drive to the local café to put in some more work. I’d been listening to this song all day—my head was rolling. If there was ever a moment that I’d felt closer to damnation, it was when I walked into the building and wished for complete annihilation. This isn’t anything new—I’ve experienced these episodes on and off since I was a child. But something about this particular bout made me realize I should be grateful, judge less, and have mercy. I called loved ones to tell them how sorry I was for words I’d said and actions I committed that may have hurt them—almost as a final act of salvation before my ultimate oblivion.
I met Lucifer at the bleeding edge, shrieked into the void—with one last gesture of love, forgiveness, and meaning—and anchored myself back to earth.
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This song is something potent!
Apr 25, 2025
return to the burbs making me go doomer teenager, I don’t wanna hang out! I don’t like people I really don’t like people! Drunk on Nyquil wanting to kill!!
Oct 25, 2024
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No music no “activities” just stare with neutrality be aware of your body
I can’t believe I exist
Jan 30, 2024
this app has singlehandedly helped me get off my phone bc it forces you to take a deep breath before you go on whatever app you wanna restrict and then asks if you really wanna do that…
(I don’t)
Jan 29, 2024
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(optional: after trying many drugs) Feels like breath of fresh air. A new perspective. A different kind of life
Apr 11, 2024