all the short-term joy and freedom of getting to avoid it, with all of the actual responsibility of eventually doing it anyway (con: it might be harder to do it later than it would have been to just do it now but simply close your mind to this eventuality)
i'm goated in the art of procrastinating / holding off / waiting for the right time to take a vacation or do that thing i've wanted to do for ages.
today i locked it down, and i cannot recommend doing that enough.
I'm not always good at this. And sometimes it feels so administrative. But, getting a plan on the calendar makes sure that I can prioritize everyone in my life in the way I want, and that feels good. No more planning the weekend on Friday afternoon.
google drive with every playboy from 1953 to 2020!
look at the vintage ads, the weird shit people were asking for advice about, the fiction, the absolutely wild interviews! january 1964 has an extensive interview with vladimir nabokov!! such a weird, fascinating cultural time capsule.