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my friend was throwing a going away party yesterday and everyone was drinking and i wanted to go buy a joint and smoke sooooo bad to join in on the fun but i stayed strong n the pride i have for myself is better than anything else
Feb 1, 2024
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I started smoking weed as a young high schooler who had been craving drugs most of my youth, out of curiosity, wanting to fit in, wanting to quiet voices, and when it did all the things i wanted it to do i leaned on it for years. Clung to it. But, after going cold turkey on my antidepressants due to being sick of them, weed was my friend. She helped me calm, regulate, laugh, she reminded me to eat, and best of all share with people i loved. I don’t need anything to do that anymore (Shout out frontal lobe development) and due to being broke in college, i smoke significantly less, and now only when i want to, not because i need to. which is nice! addiction sucks bawwwllsss and my sprint away from who i used to be with substances has slowed into a nice jog.
Feb 18, 2025
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I stopped by the dispo on my way home today after about 4ish months without smoking. I frankly don’t feel I need it to manage my anxiety anymore but I had a long day and things have become a horror show in the world, every week feels like we’ve hit an even more disturbing milestone. So I thought a small joint was in order. And im going to watch silly tv shows for the rest of tonight. Tomorrow I’ll get up and face my mile long to-do list again, trying to ignore the pit in my stomach.
Apr 17, 2025
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By just having some time to myself to smoke a j alone and vibe in my room. Have not done this in years, didn’t smoke for a while either (classic reasons, anxiety etc) but it’s been fun to see myself as more grown up since I last did this. kind of feels like convening with a past self and being like - yes life is weird but that means that anything goes and that’s great, I’m having fun 🫶🤷♀️
Jun 24, 2024
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on hulu; i never watched it growing up but its such a comforting show n i love the taste of childhood n innocence
Jan 31, 2024
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so meditative n relaxing n u get a lil treat at the end
Jan 31, 2024
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it features different kinds of podcasts every day n ive learned so many fun (and ofc less fun) things about the world, my city, culture etc! a great substitute for when i get that social media itch
Feb 1, 2024