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In this fantasy. I walk into a club and am greeted by the sweet sounds of Ke$ha and Sky Ferreria side parts. There is in fact glitter everywhere and dirt and drugs and itās the perfect landscape to poetically puke in.
In this fantasy. Im Tumblr royalty.
In this fantasy. Iām seeing Chief Keef live in concert.
In this fantasy. āI got that off-black Cadillac, midnight drive Got that gas pedal, leaning back, taking my time I'm rolling that roof off, letting in sky I shine, the city never looked so bright.ā
In this fantasy. I bought it cause Rihanna wore it in the We Found Love music video.
In this fantasy. I got an infinity symbol tattooed.
In a world where I was born somewhere around 1989, I don't know if it wouldāve been perfect, but maybe it wouldāve been better.Ā
Editing a canonically tumblresque photo, in all its overly filtered instagram glory, is a meditative endeavor. Mindfulness at its fullest. I think Thich Nhat Hanh may approve.
Feb 16, 2024
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This feels like the platform I imagined the cool girls would post on when I was 10 years old. They always wore hoop earrings, had an extensive CD and perfume collection and were the kindest people you would ever meet.
2025 always sounded so futuristic but I feel like I am back in the 2010s again.
As i try to disconnect from social media more and be more mindful of how and what media i consume, i chase this feeling from my childhood. Wasting my Saturdays behind the family computer and going down a Youtube rabbit hole, blasting music from my CD player and trying to text on my Nokia phone (by having to press a button three times to get one letter.) Is it the innocence i miss because i didn't have a clue about attachment styles in relationships or the imposter syndrome i get when i go on LinkedIn? I don't know. But since the beginning of 2025 I have noticed once more, I am still 10-year old Sara:
I have been listening to Avicii again, since his new documentary came out at the beginning of this year. I am always on the hunt for 2000s Guess kitten heels and handbags on Vinted and Vestiaire. Watching Lamine Yamal play reminds me of the creativity that Brazilian Football represents and the joy i had when watching them compete in the World Cup in 2014.
There is this quote i love, which talks about you being a mosaic of the people you've ever loved and how they impact you in different ways. As much as I am a product of the people in my life i am also a product of my time. As a 2002 baby I do miss the simplicity of social media, post recession pop and my daily workout being completed on Wii Sports. As nostalgic as I am, i can't wait for what this year has in store.
Jan 19, 2025
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what a time to be depressed in middle school. my uniform was flower crowns, combat boots, a skirt, tights and a graphic t-shirt. I thought my tumblr was so fucking sickāI copied some code on the backend so Born to die by Lana del Rey played and the mouse was a skull.
So funny that at the time I was terminally unique, now this shared experience is something you can practically smell on early 20 year old gays.
Feb 8, 2024
All these trends saying 2014/15 indie sleeze and tumblr aesthetic is back and I feel like Iām going insane because they mean 2010/11 right?? either way, Iām here for the 2011 revival. I bought stripey tights the other day, I wore a messy quiff to a party.
Pic of me in 2011 below.
Feb 25, 2024
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women who run with wolves, women who run with rats.
the true ultimate bonding activity for you and the girls. because youāll never forget how they sheltered you when you were low.
one of the most liberating rituals I perform in New York is popping a squat in between parked cars or a dark corner and letting it all goā¦. wild wild women we are deemed to be.
they may look down upon us because perhaps it isnāt āpoliteā. But when youāre bursting at the seams, why must we settle for discomfort? Whatās a girl to do? We are not graced with simplicity to turn to the wallā subtly concealed without judgement. Our anatomy binds us to the confines of bearing it all in a squat. With added complexity given the outfit of choice. And always the obstacle of not splattering our cute shoes. but id only be telling you a falsehood if I said peeing outdoors isnāt so enjoyable whether it be in the middle of a forest or the city street. Even when all odds may be stacked against you.
Only God can judge me. But God is a woman anyway.
Feb 13, 2024
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Itās okay. itās not for validation, itās for performance art. Linda Montano said living life itself is her lifelong performance because she declared that it was. Trisha Paytas has carried on that performance practice. So Iām hot on instagram when the spirit compels me to be. But in like a durationally artistic way and for my future lifelong archive, to show my granddaughters that I was also young and fertile once and my boobs were decently sized and semi perky. They should know. That I was that girl once before I was grey and a bit wrinkled and more bitter than I am currently; for traditional reasons.
Mar 14, 2024
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Iām post-grad, unemployed, no direction, sick with a stomach flu or something, went on 3 back to back trips so like I spent a lot of money, clearly have lots of time to write and recommend and ponder and not be ridden with confusion and anxiety these days.
So yes, of course here I am. Back at last to Perfectly Imperfect. Youāve caught me red-handed. Crawling back as Iām glued to my couch currently on a nocturnal sleep schedule due to perhaps a combination of my illness and my body remaining in a time zone opposite to the one I must adjust back to.
Hope someone out there missed me. The bitch is back.
Jul 28, 2024