“if you tell me of all the pain that you’ve had, i’ll never smile again” 😐
https://open.spotify.com/track/1EfWxxlaLLiwnLS3ABr8vu?si=oPYhiCoQQIOTesxilMMDNw
I think I've bawled my eyes out to every track at this point for different reasons. not even exaggerating. once you think you're done with it you get hit with a brand new emotion and find new symbolism in the lyrics. and another painful feeling to unfurl and free yourself from. if I could get everyone to listen to an album this would be my pick
yes i can write, study, sing, cook, talk better but why do i have to every time?? why is better always desirable? why do i have to prove the true depths of my talents & capabilities w every little project??
can't think in terms of diff art mediums rn but i have this idea of ‘twin songs’, ie songs that just belong together in my mind for whatever reason? like phases by blaize jenkins and you are mine by mutemath. i know you by faye webster and smoke signals by phoebe bridgers. to wish impossible things by the cure and when the sun hits by slowdive. lovers rock by tv girl & in the city by chromatics. it's endless tbh but fun to think about