- dog died this week - my trip to see my friends has been cancel due to things out of my control *sigh* praying the universe will be good to me In Other Ways
whew. i have had a triple whammy of things turning out in ways i didn’t expect them to the last couple of weeks. i have had my teary moments, but i know deep down that what’s meant for me will work out and that the right doors will open. still trying to allow myself to feel bummed out, though…but not TOO bummed out.…that’s when you wind up closing yourself off from the opportunities trying to reach you. anyways - life goes on - WE BALL!!!! WHAT IS MEANT FOR ME WILL FIND ME!!! PRAISE GOD BABY!
sure yes i can check your story and know what you’ve been up to today but who the fuck cares. i’m live texting you as i descend into drunkenness, sending you screenshots of weird emails, incorrectly correcting typos because we‘re like 🤞🏼 this traditional social media are boring, all you need is a few close friends on letterboxd, pi.fyi, last.fm, plus i got your #, i’m gonna text u
it basically means “i’m here already, i might as well be at peace with it” started truly believing in it a few years ago when i first moved to nashville. there are a lot of things i don’t like about my life, down to daily tasks like having to wait for a bus despite being an impatient person, up to not being proud of my own family dynamic, but i'm learning to make peace with it—this is the one life i’m gonna have, and some things i just can’t change, whether that’s for now or for a long while
