I use a Gatorade squeeze bottle when I clean my shower and tub. So I start high on the walls and scrub the shit out of the tiles with a brush. Then I work my way down the wall scrubbing and then eventually get the tub. Now you can turn the shower on and use the shower head to stream the shit down, but when the shower head canāt reach certain areas, what do you do? Whip OUT your Gatorade squeeze bottle, fill that puppy up with wawa, aim, squeeze, rinse, repeat.
Getting down with the dirty in a tiny tiled room is sooooo satisfying. Soap scum⦠crusty tile⦠dirty mirrors⦠toilets (general)⦠etc⦠Small room so itās not a beast to clean, but plenty of nooks and crannies to explore. And at the end, you have a super fresh room to hang out in a few times a day š
Maybe Iām posting this to justify my spending habits, or maybe Iām just ~correct~. Sometimes what I have in my house and the amount of available energy I have simply isnāt enough to satisfy the very specific craving I have that I just KNOW is the elixir to all my problems in that moment. Money is fake, fuck it, Iām hungry.
One of the most romantic connections Iāve ever had in my life was someone who acknowledged how ābrilliantā and mischievous my mind is. (They ghosted me BUT) Iāve been kinda going through some shi and made a list of why I love my brain. Really deep diving into why I like the way it thinks and categorizes things and keeps me focused or distracts me, etc. Itās been cool to observe yourself from a distance like that. Itās also nice to just give yourself some credit. āI love that I can laugh at it and say, āI hate you for thatā, but what I really mean is, āthanks for keeping my life interestingāā.
Had a moment last night where I was stacking menus at work and staring out the window and kind of asked myself, ādo I really need to stay here?ā. Idk, money is important, but I think Iād rather work somewhere that lets my personality shine rather than makes me feel unappreciated and devalued. Makes me feel kinda bad that I decided this is normal instead of sticking up for myself. ~~~not sure what to do ~~~~ :/