as someone that overanalyzes everything i make, cares too much about the details and obsesses in the worst ways on my work. its nice to just make a song in 2 hours with not much thoughts or time to let my criticism sink in and just finish something.
so heres the song we made + the visualiser
I’m still early on making music — but this is it:
I️ played like drums in middle school and then fell out of like “performing“ until adulthood when I️ decided to start DJ-ing. I️ loved that so much I️ was like I️ feel like I️ can make my own things like 6 months ago and I’ve just been making small shitty 2 minute things for myself every day. For me it’s kinda meditative? Like usually no one hears the songs I am making (besides my partner) but it’s really just for me. No clue if any of them will ever reach a record or be on Spotify, but I️ feel like it’s making me greater appreciate music in general.
Im working on an album and I keep going back and forth on aesthetics and visions. The music is almost done (concept-wise) but the idea of promo and actually getting it out there can be so overwhelming. I’m still super excited to put it out, I just really hope that it gets heard. 🖤
sometimes i hit slumps of divine nihilism. Nobody listening to this shit what’s the point type mindsets. ultimately i always realize creating music and visuals is the only thing that fulfills me and id hate myself forever if i quit. if i spend the rest of my life at a dead end job ill be happy as long as im still making music.
