If you donāt define yourself by āwhat you doā then you can comfortably try (and fail usually) at everything. Do what you love until you donāt love it and then do something else. dont equate āwhat I doā with āwith my lifeā. If you have a canvas and you paint something and you say wow this is garbage, just paint something different!
lifeās only as serious as you make it out to be. Enjoy it and learn shit.