can you imagine all the excitement for life and thinking as a creature outside of you? watch it bounce or fly around the room, notice it is separate from yourself, and that you are sleepy. then let it go out the door or window and buzz itself away in satisfaction, leaving you to rest ✨
Oct 29, 2024
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yesterday, I sat in a movie theater, watching a 5/5 film, but somewhere between the frames, I slipped away in my own world. my eyes wandered around the room, scanning the foam-lined walls, the dust resting on cushioned seats, the soft glow of the screen flickering against strangers' faces. for a moment, I was no longer in the film— I was in my own world, watching, unnoticed, in a room full of people, feeling as though i am in a film myself.
it happens in the classroom too— pens scratching, pages turning, heads bent in deep concentration. and yet, I lift my gaze, watching the quiet rhythm of work, as if the scene before me is unfolding on a screen, as if I am only passing through.
maybe it’s a habit of slipping between worlds. one foot in reality, the other in observation. caught between being present and stepping back, seeing life not just as it is, but as a scene, a story, a moment unfolding. perhaps that’s the beauty of it — to exist both within and outside, to live and to notice, to be part of something yet still see it from afar.
Feb 22, 2025
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to be hit with an out of body romanticization of in short fleeting moments
May 21, 2024
Doing one thing at a time >
Sense of presentness >
Child-like wonder >
Vitality >
Understanding >
Jan 4, 2025
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I’ve been sick all week and got takeout 2x and it’s Friday night and cold and we’re tired and she just said “how about we just order Momo Soup and watch our show” and I have never felt so seen and loved and accepted IN MY LIFE.
Dec 6, 2024
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it’s just really cute. i made a friend with my same name and we started a podcast together, then she referred me to her therapist with the same name and now it’s a strange trifecta.
Oct 29, 2024
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Burnt out and behind on all home logistics while pushing through the work week? Order $60 worth of Indian food and eat that microwaved saag paneer in bed while watching Youtube on your phone Monday - Wednesday
Dec 3, 2024