i have to repeat this to myself every day since my therapist told me that. it's not my fault most of my friendships didn't last, it's not my fault that i am my own person and i couldn't be what others wanted me to be. i've always been introverted and pretty lonely but it's so hard to be in your mid 20s and still having no one to hang out with. if i had no online friends i'd struggle to stay positive but they remind me that kind people exist and that i can find true connections too, i just have to be patient i guess.
