disagree with the relational aspects of the explanation but this part convicted me:
"Because you never learned to reign in your urges in toddlerhood, you are incapable of moderating your search for adventure and excitement in adulthood... pining for instant success instead of staying with a single prospect for the long haul and bringing it to success by "holding it in" until fruition."
damn yeah sometimes, been getting better at it tho i'd like to think
