i always have a couple things i want to accomplish every new year but i never do. maybe this time it will be different! i think if everyone around me is determined it could encourage m3. this year i want to:
-improve at skating
-read more books, watch more movies
-go back to school
-learn to play bass
-find a better job
-become more active (maybe🤣)
-spend more time with my family
ok we will see…i’ll check back on this in a year …
Nothing new, really, I just wanna list down some resolutions for this year
- GET INTO COLLEGE. literally anywhere. my imposter syndrome is telling me i dont deserve to be educated
- BE KINDER TO MYSELF. I heard somewhere that you should talk to yourself the way you would talk to a best friend.
- MONTHLY THEMES. I've been doing this thing where I set a theme for each month, (Nov was decipline, Dec was courage), and I really hope I manage to stick with it till the end of the year. I've gotta reflect at the end of each month, too. If I come up with any more I guess I'll add some here
Mainly i wanna work on myself and focus more on my well being (physically and mentally) Physically : - Staying active with cycling, walking at least three times a week
- Quit smoking
- Eat less sugar
- Keep the 2L of water on a daily basis
- Get my dose of sun on a daily basis
- Less noise (visual and vocal) Mentally : - Be gentle on myself
- Ready at least 12 books (A each month)
- Journaling
- To be less influenced by the internet (on buying new stuff)
- If someone confuses me it only means to cut them off
- Allow nice people to be nice
- Smile more in pictures
- Stop refusing to take pictures with my friends Creativity : - Learn to crochet
- Collab with more people in order to expand my photography portfolio
- Learn the basics of anatomy in order to draw people
- Maybe learn Spanish (maybe because life can get busy tho) Overall, respecting my body, get a peaceful mind set and who knows, maybe during the year i will have more ins.
move my body more/grow stronger. I‘ve already started, and want to stay committed to the realllyyyy slow process of trying to strengthen this disabled body. even if it’s increases of 5 minutes a day every month! Find a publisher for my poetry pamphlet Start working on the next record 😬
i rediscovered how good pete wentz’s writing/lyricism is and just have been listening to them so much. some of their songs are so beautiful, mostly from their old emo albums 😭
the production of it was so incredible…it made me feel like i was actually in that timeline and setting. aesthetic was perfectionnnn. the actors really succeeded at making it so eerie yet Sexy..like it is an inherently sexy movie