i've been struggling a lot lately and one thing my therapist really stressed is that i need to push myself to do things i love even though i don't get the same satisfaction i once got
so today i got my coloured pencils out after a loong time and started drawing and i already feel a bit better
so i wanted to share this small step
it's not the best art but its art <3
It can be really hard to pick up a pencil and draw even if you used to do it without even thinking. My perfectionism gets in the way so I have avoided drawing for a long time. I got a crappy sketchbook and started scribbling. It's the first step that opens up the art blockage. I love that you're trying to get back into it!
coloring is always good for the soul especially if it's with some cheap colored pencils or crayons - feels very cathartic to draw things i'm not good at drawing and remind myself that this is a process for me and it doesn't matter if the end result is good or worth sharing
after 4 years of consistent depression, i feel whole again. iām not that good at drawing. but the meticulous action of filling in a little detail on a character, the small creases added at the corners of a smile, or the extra lines of thread you add to a sketch of pants makes me feel an intense pleasure for the small things around me
it's actually better to be weird! confuse people, be ugly, passionate, be YOU. i spent so much time trying to be perfect and liked by everyone and that way i just got a lot of shallow connections because i refused to let people see the real me and get to really know me. it's silly to chase perfection as it donesn't exist and being weird is better than being boring :p