A constant battle of optimism and pessimism and wondering which one is the reality of the situation (like there even is such a thing) I and everyone find ourselves in.
the truth is often avoided because it is ugly and not main-account worthy. never appeal to truth or reality, unless you are prepared for the fact allergic notifs that come from self-diagnosed disenchantment. life may be harsh and distressing-- so much that content creators who can manufacture epic memes or super cap-cut fantasy reels, are like shop links to bottled water in the middle of a desert. NEW MOON IN TAURUS casts a mirage to scroll up to... there is great appeal in the blue pill market.
I just watched this video on transcendental meditation explained by David Lynch and found it very interesting. It is a good start if you want to learn about how existing actually plays out in your life or just to understand the power of your mind.
Not necessarily a recommendation. I’m half way through and there is no specific plot. It’s about the narrator’s childhood stories. Sometimes it is entertaining to come across the same experiences you’ve had as a child. So, I have mixed feelings about it but would love to hear anybody’s thoughts if they’ve read this.