I’m 50, I say because that makes me unusual in this context. I paid [redacted] for a ticket to the Eras Tour after listening to tswift for 3 weeks, and it was worth it. In second grade my teacher gave kids birthday spankings over her knee, and in sixth grade my teacher told my mom I hadn’t blossomed yet. I’m a good friend, mostly to people on the internet. I’m good at conversing with strangers. I’m usually the oldest person at the show but don’t feel like it. I’m good at being helpful. I’m sarcastic and funny and make myself laugh. I’m a good graphic designer and a conscientious driver. I’m a good photographer and I can successfully follow recipes. I don’t use my Peloton enough. I did a lot of caregiving for my mom for several years, and we enjoyed spending time together even if it was mostly in waiting rooms and my car. The fastest I ever ran a mile was eight minutes and six seconds. I drove the same car for 20 years and then replaced it with another one. I enjoy tipping, giving money to people on the street and Disneyland. I am a fan of baseball, Formula 1 racing and the Criterion Channel. I solve about 80% of New York Times crosswords. I take Prozac and Wellbutrin, and take Trazodone to sleep through the night. I wish I had a glassed in solarium so I could sleep in it on rainy nights. I would like to have a pet cat and a garage. I could happily live eating only cereal and fruit. I overshare on the internet and undershare elsewhere. āœŒļøšŸ’›
Feb 28, 2025

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I love this and relate to you a lot at 19- I don't listen to taylor swift, but I feel older than I am and yet still so out of touch with a lot of parts of my world. I also take wellbutrin- just started this year so it feels comforting to know someone in the world is too I guess (even though duh, it's a popular medication). I also love tipping!! Realistically I don't have the money for it, but I do it anyways. I have a pet cat named Beezle and he's always there for me, even when he's really annoying- and I hope that you find a cat who's close to your heart as well someday.
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@GREENBEAN39 It’s so nice to hear from you! There’s so much to be in touch with that I understand how you could feel out of touch. At least you have your cat :) My lease says no pets for me 😿
Apr 14, 2025
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@GREENBEAN39 boooo anti cat leases :(
Apr 15, 2025
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so lovely to learn more of you! 🩷
Feb 28, 2025
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Thanks for posting! It’s nice to meet the man behind all the likes!
Feb 28, 2025
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regularcucumber Likes are free and everyone loves them :)
Feb 28, 2025
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This made me emotional. Hi new friend ā™„ļø
Feb 28, 2025
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weird Hi! It was time for bed and I get more emotional when I’m tired :)
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This is beautiful 🫶
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