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I feel so alive and I hate it so much at the same time. Also I'm unintentionally masochistic about this every time. Somehow I don't realize the reason I'm being a bitch is because I'm in pain. It comes on so slowly I assume I just need food or some water. I'm like a frog being placed in cool water that is slowly heated to boiling. I just let it happen until I'm gritting my teeth and wincing when I swing my head around too fast. Then like the genius I am, I go, wow, I think I have a headache. Now I'm laying on the floor as the acetaminophen slowly works it's way in. This will inevitably happen again. I probably am actually dehydrated.
Mar 2, 2025

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Hi, this has no relevance to your post, i just needed to tell you that moonbeams is a real cool name
Mar 2, 2025
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cleanteeth thank you!! I appreciate that :))
Mar 2, 2025
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Real I feel this
Mar 2, 2025
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taterhole so glad you get me
Mar 2, 2025
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moonbeams I literally never remember to drink water and I’ve been dealing with migraines and denying myself relief for them until the suffering is unbearable since I was like 12!!! Drinking water is always good lol…
Mar 2, 2025
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taterhole ugh so real, and the thing is that people like this piss me off, just take the meds, why are you suffering, but alas I am a hypocrite of the worst kind, water is just the hardest thing to remember to do
Mar 2, 2025
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moonbeams Literally same and yet here I am!!!! I have to trick myself into drinking water by drinking several sparkling waters throughout the day
Mar 2, 2025
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moonbeams on top of regular water… just to maximize my water intake…
Mar 2, 2025
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taterhole if I didn't hate sparkling water I'd take up this approach, I try with herbal teas but I think this is just a skill issue I need to learn to take head on, at least when I was bored in class I'd hydrate, now it's hopeless
Mar 2, 2025
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moonbeams keeping a glass and a pitcher of water in my immediate vicinity helps too… sometimes
Mar 2, 2025
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taterhole yeah sometimes, my water bottle is half accessory at this point, but on occasion I remember it's primary function
Mar 2, 2025

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