My core desire is to continue cultivating this inner energy.
I am, unequivocally, my priority. This awareness has directed my existing energy inward, revealing its transformative power. I've witnessed how this energy blossoms into something profoundly beautiful, a feeling that resonates deeply when one is grounded and whole. I've also seen, during moments of fragmentation and grief, how I rise again, how I transmute pain into beauty, tears into beauty, fear into beauty. This process is becoming increasingly visible.
It's not that pain or fear cease to exist; rather, I consciously choose to transform that energy, refusing to remain trapped in sadness or fear. I choose to transmute it into something far more beneficialāa light that not only illuminates my own path but also radiates outwards, illuminating others.
Itās treating every interaction with heightened sensibility. itās allowing the subtlety of expression to funnel into in sincere, open language. navigating the limits of language. your fervent singularity; feeling so profoundly you might cry. itās loving everyoneāflirting with everyone. Being so high you keep having to pause to remember vocabulary.
I love coffee. Iced, black, maybe a dash of oatmilk here and there. I drink it to feed my soul a little energy in the morning. Although it 100% in certain cases has gone too far to bleed into the capitalistic culture we live in. Curious to know your thoughts on this āhot takeā. This is not a bash on my culinary creatives.š
As spring comes around, bringing sunny days after a long reflective period amidst the dreariness that is winter.. this song has carried me through slow mornings, bringing a cheery and hopeful mindset within the future. Missing my home-town friends.
I love forest green. It brings a calm and earthy feel to things, in clothing/decor. Nature has always been my safe space so I feel as though it came naturally. My late high school years I coined it as my favorite color.