By Nine Inch Nails has been played at least 4 times. It accompanied me as I rose at noon, went to linger with a friend for pho at a lovely hole in the wall, drank a vietnamese coffee, stammered and dropped my groceries in front of the hot trader joeās cashier, trailed behind said friend at target as she sniffed every lotion, and finally went back to her house for āhomeworkā and mainly watched kill bill. I was wordlessly served yet another coffee and a stir fry with kimchi cucumbers, which warmed my heart greatly. I then laid in bed on this app and set my alarm for 6:00 AM to begin a brand new phase of life tomorrowā¦
Mar 7, 2025
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I caught a cold earlier this week and decided to ignore its subtle, yet deleterious and lingering effects on my body. On the fourth day (yesterday), after high-intensity training and taking two capsules of psilocybin, I decided to drive to the local cafĆ© to put in some more work. Iād been listening to this song all dayāmy head was rolling. If there was ever a moment that Iād felt closer to damnation, it was when I walked into the building and wished for complete annihilation. This isnāt anything newāIāve experienced these episodes on and off since I was a child. But something about this particular bout made me realize I should be grateful, judge less, and have mercy. I called loved ones to tell them how sorry I was for words Iād said and actions I committed that may have hurt themāalmost as a final act of salvation before my ultimate oblivion.
I met Lucifer at the bleeding edge, shrieked into the voidāwith one last gesture of love, forgiveness, and meaningāand anchored myself back to earth.
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This song is something potent!
2d ago
i listened to this album 4 times in a row today. it put me in a great mood. i love life. i am never ever ever going to kill myself.
Aug 16, 2024
it's a depressing tale of distaste for someone you love. its the loneliness you feel when your in a group of people. it's a bath in the dark because the lightbulb went out and you can't replace it. i love ethel cain's recent projects, but i will always come back to this ep, and head in the wall specifically.
Jan 24, 2025
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Will not be elaborating on this except to say when Iām at my parents house I become someone else, and u feel like a wild animal and have arguably a lot more balance as you ascend
Feb 15, 2025
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He cannot understand English
Apr 14, 2025
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Exactly what it sounds like. Sometimes you have a large and juicy citrus fruit that you want to peel and consume like a starved chimp but without the stickiness. So do this in a slightly cold shower. So refreshing and wild
Feb 19, 2025