Somehow I didn't make the connection until last night that of course I, an aroace-leaning girly, would be obsessed with a show where the characters with feelings for each other literally CANNOT touch for plot reasons. I watched it over a decade ago and it's still magical. Sometimes media is just made for you.
Can always rely on it to help me healthily excrete my emotionsš„¹šŖcaring about people Iāve only known for 4 episodes, but theyāre hour long episodes so I guess that makes it easier to digest in my brain/heartš But at the same time.. it makes me really jealous of their courage and confidence and certainty(in most cases). And their intense love connections.and general happiness And WHO did the lighting and color coordinating for the living quarters area becauseš« just makes me want more space and lights and stUfff Watching it has its pros and consāļø But I like it or whatever.
Just a jealous materialistic girl over here. whatchin Tv
I love hyper-fixating on shows, movies, music, books, etc., but one of the best feelings is when I feel so connected and immersed with something. it feels like it becomes a part of myself. it might sound cliche to say that about Pearl (the A24 prequel to X starring Mia Goth) where Mia Gothās monologue changed everything. it humanized her character and made her so much more relatable to me. Iāve heard that people with BPD relate to her character a lot, which is interesting because Iāve done some research on BPD, and characters that have it. I relate to their characters, but I donāt think I relate to them in such a way that I think I have the disorder, itās just from a place of understanding. for example, I have a fear of abandonment, but how I handle it is different. the most recent movie Iāve felt connected to is May, which I could see people with BPD relating to as well. May is a movie about this woman who the viewers know early on that sheās different. sheās just trying to find someone to match her freak essentially, but without much success. so, she takes it upon herself to take something from each person she knows to build something better for herself. she did feel like she was being strung along after all
currently being a bit more financially responsible and finding that the only way for me to stay on top of things is to know my daily budget and actually write it down and see the numbers with my own eyes, because numbers don't mean shit to me otherwise
PIE-FIE ćć¤ć㤠ķģ“ķģ“ whatever I can't remember who originally recced this, but after seeing it I couldn't call it "P-I-dot-F-Y-I" a second longer. It's Paifai to me now. EDIT: THE ORIGINAL REC WAS RECCED UNDER THIS POST GG https://www.pi.fyi/rec/cls9oxevo00gn12ult19zclxn