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tiktok lowk inspirational sometimes
why can’t i live in the woods in canada or make art for the rest of my life and not contribute to the economy because it isnt real anyway… 💔
Apr 4, 2025
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tryna change, tryna love
tryna create some good art and help others feel good from it
thats all i want man
Jun 14, 2024
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i just wanna get paid for creative expression for the rest of my life. make enough money to have two dogs, a garden, and a cool house to live with my friends in. no kids, no marriage, just chillin’, travelin’ the world, makin’ shit
Feb 7, 2024
i forgot my headphones at home. i was about to either
1) pump black country new road
2) watch brooklyn 99.
i miss being passionate about things, not being able to sleep, eat, speak,
or fathom anything beyond the apple
of my eye and the fruit of my thoughts.
i miss waking up with one thing in mind, how i would explore it that day, and how i would explore it the next
it’s been people
it’s been sewing
guitar
driving
religion
philosophy
photography
writing
filming
blogging
i think, regardless of any tik tok data explosion with the intention of ripping out each of my brain cells to keep me submissive and docile because of a wrecked attention span, i’m not a girl of her commitments- i get bored.
and i am bored. i feel this lack of passion so deeply in my body, its been a catalyst for the recent crashouts ive had ( and there’s been plenty) i don’t know how to stay, and work hard, and allow myself to grow to what i want to be right in this instance. not to shine my own shoes, but i’m not super used to being bad at things. i’ve always always always coasted, and now that im trying to be a gaf (give a fuck) filled girl, ive realized, sucking at something hurts a lot more when you’ve put in the work to be good at it.
if it wasn’t me writing this, and my best friend called me and told me this word for word, i would tell her how normal that feeling was, and that she herself knew what to do; commit. and that is my advice, dear sweet amalia, commit, commit, commit.
Feb 18, 2025
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"Changing is our normal state. Even if we're not changing on the outside we're changing on the inside constantly. There's some stuff about me that I've been ignoring for a long time. I'm afraid of that stuff. But it's part of who I am. As long as I know the shape of my soul, I'll be alright." - Jake.
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Always feeling grateful that this show exists and how it has affected me, during the countless times i have watched it!
Feb 6, 2025
I’ve always wondered what my love language is, making gifts, acts of service etc. But i think my favourite thing of all is sharing songs/films/art, to me there is nothing like media that can show someones true personality, it’s so intimate to me 💐
So here are my favourites:
Film - The Holdovers/ Royal Tenenbaums
Series - Twin Peaks/ Parts Unknown
Album - Charm, Clairo
Song - Luna, Smashing Pumpkins (changes daily)
Book - Anthropocene Reviewed/ Into Thin Air
2d ago
The new BCNR album is insane!! my fave tracks so far would be, two horses, nancy tries to take the night or goodbye (don’t tell me)
I have also been loving Forever is a Feeling by Lucy Dacus, all of the songs are great, especially Modigliani, Bullseye and Lost Time
Apr 4, 2025