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I had two meetings at work today that I was so anxious about and they were the first time since I started my new job a couple months ago that I had to fully do my job on my own. I went into the day thinking that everyone was going to be able to tell that I didn’t know what I was talking about and they would fire me. Jokes on me, I started talking and I realized, wait I think I actually know what I’m talking about and I’m not making anything up maybe I do deserve to be here holy shit. Here’s hoping this feeling lasts, but if it doesn’t I had one good day of really feeling like I belong where I am and deserve to be here.
Apr 7, 2025
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I have no clue what I’m doing today, but they’re paying me for it.
Apr 2, 2024
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I just had a week off work. I got to see the opening night of Ghost's world tour & hear new songs ten days before their album drops. I made a new friend on friday and we had a genuine connection and I haven't let my anxiety or obsessive tendencies (idk if thats quite the right word) spoil the vibes or make me spiral. I have felt good for the first time in a long time!!!
But I have to be at work tomorrow morning and that has honestly singlehandedly undone all of that healing lmao. It won't be that bad, probably. My job is... fine, usually. But the dread never goes away!
4d ago
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I finally started a new job I've been wanting to for months, and I have been there for a week
And I had a big breakthrough and I feel so good and so successful, I'm on cloud 9 and now I want to go into a coma all weekend and sleep bc I'm tired af LMAOOOOO
I'm so so proud of myself
Jul 13, 2024
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