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I just had a week off work. I got to see the opening night of Ghost's world tour & hear new songs ten days before their album drops. I made a new friend on friday and we had a genuine connection and I haven't let my anxiety or obsessive tendencies (idk if thats quite the right word) spoil the vibes or make me spiral. I have felt good for the first time in a long time!!!
But I have to be at work tomorrow morning and that has honestly singlehandedly undone all of that healing lmao. It won't be that bad, probably. My job is... fine, usually. But the dread never goes away!
Apr 21, 2025
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But with my last job I had Sunday scaries ALL the time, sometimes beginning on Saturday or earlier, because the weekend wasn’t going to be long enough of an escape. But something that helped me was thinking of the things that are set in stone for the week, both in and out of work. Like there are some unknowns but I know at least these few things will go right and will anchor my week! I’ll get through my monday and Friday rounds, I’ll get through Wednesday meeting, and no matter what, I’ll see my friends for trivia and karaoke 💛 it’s the little thing, but it helps! Bonus points if there’s something to look forward to for the following weekend, like no matter how work goes this week I will be at that concert 😌
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starting a new job tomorrow for the first time in a long time and i am excited (to make money) and also very anxious
wish me luck :o
Jan 27, 2025
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I had two meetings at work today that I was so anxious about and they were the first time since I started my new job a couple months ago that I had to fully do my job on my own. I went into the day thinking that everyone was going to be able to tell that I didn’t know what I was talking about and they would fire me. Jokes on me, I started talking and I realized, wait I think I actually know what I’m talking about and I’m not making anything up maybe I do deserve to be here holy shit. Here’s hoping this feeling lasts, but if it doesn’t I had one good day of really feeling like I belong where I am and deserve to be here.
Apr 7, 2025
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