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I just had a week off work. I got to see the opening night of Ghost's world tour & hear new songs ten days before their album drops. I made a new friend on friday and we had a genuine connection and I haven't let my anxiety or obsessive tendencies (idk if thats quite the right word) spoil the vibes or make me spiral. I have felt good for the first time in a long time!!!
But I have to be at work tomorrow morning and that has honestly singlehandedly undone all of that healing lmao. It won't be that bad, probably. My job is... fine, usually. But the dread never goes away!
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starting a new job tomorrow for the first time in a long time and i am excited (to make money) and also very anxious
wish me luck :o
Jan 27, 2025
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I had two meetings at work today that I was so anxious about and they were the first time since I started my new job a couple months ago that I had to fully do my job on my own. I went into the day thinking that everyone was going to be able to tell that I didn’t know what I was talking about and they would fire me. Jokes on me, I started talking and I realized, wait I think I actually know what I’m talking about and I’m not making anything up maybe I do deserve to be here holy shit. Here’s hoping this feeling lasts, but if it doesn’t I had one good day of really feeling like I belong where I am and deserve to be here.
Apr 7, 2025
This time last year I was working a remote tech sales job and sat at a desk all day riddled with anxiety over dumb fake meetings and linkedin messages. Today at work I walked over 9 miles, washed over 1,000 glasses, carried innumerable cases of wine on my shoulder, broke down 50+ cardboard boxes, filled an entire dumpster on my own with five trips in a golf cart, scraped hot brie out of a recycling bin, and had to take care of a dead robin all within 7 hours. I am absolutely zonked but my brain is blissfully empty.
Mar 9, 2025
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