Going in the sun for more than an hour and feeling slightly manic late into the night. Smoking cigarettes on Ritalin. gracing Parties sober and then climbing structures on a roof in brooklyn. wearing shiny things and adorning yourself with perfumery and maybe something like cashmere. Feeling a pep in your step when that one song comes on
Not gonna lie, it’s been awhile since I’ve had a nice warm hug. like a real meaningful one ya know? The type you don’t want to let go it’s so comforting. Anyways, thanks Instagram reel for reminding me I’m using you to ignore deep unwanted feelings.
I wish I could speak every language to converse with everyone around the world! There’s something tantalizing about having this ability. Perhaps because deep conversations are a doorway into someone‘s upbringing and people’s cultures, and there is so much joy in hearing someone‘s story. In another lifetime, surely I was a polyglot enjoying company from people all around the world!